bones are beautifull
Scotland , country of IRN BRU woo. i am 16. I'm really small and fat. All i want in life is to be skinny , only then will i be happy. Ask me anything , annoymnous or not , im happy to answer.
TW - whenever i look in the mirror and don't wish i would get a knife and just cut all the fat off.
I HAVE GAINED SO MUCH FUCKING WEIGHT SINCE THIS TIME LAST YEAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i’ll be honest. These boys are the only thing that makes me happy. Im in a very dark place but no matter how bad i feel they always manage to pull me out the other side. Yes they are celebrities and yes i know not that many people like them but i dont care. And neither do they. They taught me always to be my self. Yes i have met them and i have never felt so important in my whole life. The way John hugged me, how tight he squeezed me, how we made me feel. They make every single person feel special in their own way and make time for EVERYONE. If you don’t know them they are called ”Jedward” aka John and Edward. Follow them on twitter @PlanetJedward. I PROMICE you if you just give them a chance, they WILL change your life.
i need to just get everything off my chest. Don’t feel the need to read it.
WHY CANT I FUCKING DO THIS!? why am i doing this to myself? FOOD DOES NOT CONTROL YOU!! get that into your thick little skull. Eat as little as you can = get skinny = feel comfortable = be happy. Eat like a fat disgusting obese creature = gain weight = want to die = die. DO YOU NOT UNDERSTAND THIS!? It is that simple, why cant you just make ana proud? then for once SOMEONE would be proud of you! She is the only one there for you, your family dont like you, you only have 2 friends who are never there for you but ana always is. She’s with you now, she’s with you ever second of every day and you cant even have the desency to do the one thing she wants you to do!? Do it for yourself and do it for ana. Yes you cant have a good day everyday and you will make mistakes but pick yourself back up and get back to it. It is never to late in the day to turn it around. Just stay strong, if you want something bad enough you wont stop untill you get it. Never give up.
someone please please please message me, just saying anything. I really need it right now
i just want to be dead.
haven’t been on here in so long. Not that anyone would care, no one ever does (: its just me and ana. Atleast she’s always with me, through thick and thin. I’m not alone with her.
(( Is it bad that I cried?
I really needed this.
Thank you, quiet place. ))
Reblogging myself.
I still have the tab open.
I really needed this. T__T <3
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Oh god. <3 Going here everyday.
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‘Maddy, how much did you eat today?’
‘I think it was too much.’
‘No, you know full well too much. You shouldn’t be allowed to sleep for the amount you’ve eaten. Punish yourself. Exercise til 5AM, spend an hour working for school, arrive there like a zombie craving sugar or coffee. Eat sweetners - 3 calories, that’s all you’re allowed.’
‘Okay.’
That describes me every single day.
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fasted for 43 hours then finished it off with a big fat binge!! fucking hate myself.
never really on this but i made an ana twitter, follow me if you like? @skinnywanabe
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