Scotland , country of IRN BRU woo. i am 16. I'm really small and fat. All i want in life is to be skinny , only then will i be happy. Ask me anything , annoymnous or not , im happy to answer.
TW - whenever i look in the mirror and don't wish i would get a knife and just cut all the fat off.
WHY CANT I FUCKING DO THIS!? why am i doing this to myself? FOOD DOES NOT CONTROL YOU!! get that into your thick little skull. Eat as little as you can = get skinny = feel comfortable = be happy. Eat like a fat disgusting obese creature = gain weight = want to die = die. DO YOU NOT UNDERSTAND THIS!? It is that simple, why cant you just make ana proud? then for once SOMEONE would be proud of you! She is the only one there for you, your family dont like you, you only have 2 friends who are never there for you but ana always is. She’s with you now, she’s with you ever second of every day and you cant even have the desency to do the one thing she wants you to do!? Do it for yourself and do it for ana. Yes you cant have a good day everyday and you will make mistakes but pick yourself back up and get back to it. It is never to late in the day to turn it around. Just stay strong, if you want something bad enough you wont stop untill you get it. Never give up.
fasted for 43 hours then finished it off with a big fat binge!! fucking hate myself.