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i hate myself

Tue, 25 Sep 2012 14:58:07 -0400

I HAVE GAINED SO MUCH FUCKING WEIGHT SINCE THIS TIME LAST YEAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Fri, 27 Jul 2012 13:37:27 -0400

i’ll be honest. These boys are the only thing that makes...

Fri, 16 Dec 2011 18:36:35 -0500

i’ll be honest. These boys are the only thing that makes me happy. Im in a very dark place but no matter how bad i feel they always manage to pull me out the other side. Yes they are celebrities and yes i know not that many people like them but i dont care. And neither do they. They taught me always to be my self. Yes i have met them and i have never felt so important in my whole life. The way John hugged me, how tight he squeezed me, how we made me feel. They make every single person feel special in their own way and make time for EVERYONE. If you don’t know them they are called ”Jedward” aka John and Edward. Follow them on twitter @PlanetJedward. I PROMICE you if you just give them a chance, they WILL change your life.

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Fri, 16 Dec 2011 18:01:59 -0500

i need to just get everything off my chest. Don't feel the need to read it.

Fri, 16 Dec 2011 17:49:44 -0500

WHY CANT I FUCKING DO THIS!? why am i doing this to myself? FOOD DOES NOT CONTROL YOU!! get that into your thick little skull. Eat as little as you can = get skinny = feel comfortable = be happy. Eat like a fat disgusting obese creature = gain weight = want to die = die. DO YOU NOT UNDERSTAND THIS!? It is that simple, why cant you just make ana proud? then for once SOMEONE would be proud of you! She is the only one there for you, your family dont like you, you only have 2 friends who are never there for you but ana always is. She’s with you now, she’s with you ever second of every day and you cant even have the desency to do the one thing she wants you to do!? Do it for yourself and do it for ana. Yes you cant have a good day everyday and you will make mistakes but pick yourself back up and get back to it. It is never to late in the day to turn it around. Just stay strong, if you want something bad enough you wont stop untill you get it. Never give up.

someone please please please message me, just saying anything. I really need it right now

Fri, 16 Dec 2011 17:09:59 -0500

i just want to be dead.

Tue, 29 Nov 2011 17:52:24 -0500

haven't been on here in so long. Not that anyone would care, no one ever does (: its just me and ana. Atleast she's always with me, through thick and thin. I'm not alone with her.

Tue, 29 Nov 2011 17:18:00 -0500

thejournalofalesbian: swept-out-to-sea: cams92: venezianov: (...

Tue, 29 Nov 2011 17:15:44 -0500

thejournalofalesbian:

swept-out-to-sea:

cams92:

venezianov:

(( Is it bad that I cried?

I really needed this.

Thank you, quiet place. ))

Reblogging myself.

I still have the tab open.

I really needed this. T__T <3

♥♥♥

Oh god. <3 Going here everyday.

tofloatonair: ‘Maddy, how much did you eat today?’ ‘I think it...

Sat, 22 Oct 2011 15:24:34 -0400

tofloatonair:

‘Maddy, how much did you eat today?’

‘I think it was too much.’

‘No, you know full well too much. You shouldn’t be allowed to sleep for the amount you’ve eaten. Punish yourself. Exercise til 5AM, spend an hour working for school, arrive there like a zombie craving sugar or coffee. Eat sweetners - 3 calories, that’s all you’re allowed.’

‘Okay.’
That describes me every single day.

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Sat, 22 Oct 2011 15:23:33 -0400

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Sat, 22 Oct 2011 15:04:06 -0400

fasted for 43 hours then finished it off with a big fat binge!! fucking hate myself.

Fri, 21 Oct 2011 17:34:36 -0400

fasted for 43 hours then finished it off with a big fat binge!! fucking hate myself.

never really on this but i made an ana twitter, follow me if you like? @skinnywanabe

Fri, 21 Oct 2011 17:32:56 -0400

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Sat, 15 Oct 2011 20:12:52 -0400

that is the first thing i've ever posted that's not been about ana ect. Now people will probably judge me but know what? FUCK THE HATERS.

Sat, 15 Oct 2011 19:46:49 -0400

westcoastthinspiration: enrouteto135: What 5 pounds of fat...

Sat, 15 Oct 2011 19:20:29 -0400

westcoastthinspiration:

enrouteto135:

What 5 pounds of fat looks like.

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